rut in a stuck
The last, oh 5 or so months I have been stuck in a rut so ruttish that I don’t even really know whats wrong, I don’t feel as though I am unhappy, but more un motivated for change and betterment, as i usually am.
I always have a yerning for knowlage, and new fresh things, but right now, i seem to just be going through the motions.
Ever since I moved to where I am now, which I have decided is part of the problem.
My apartment is cursed, and I have had nothing but rotten luck since I’ve moved there.
Anyways, Hopefully when I move in 10 days, I feel feel more comfrtable more at home. The house I am in right now is not a home, it is a box in a soaring glass tower looking at the ocean and I do not fit.
I am happy to be moving.
And I am happy to have an artspace to call my own in the new apartment.
I had the office in my last space, but it had no natural light, and i just never nested in it due to the fact that I didn’t want to live there.
And i have atleast 5 rolls of film to be developed
Well…I want to blog more, but I just dont have time.
Maybe that’s the whole problem.
